You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Monday, March 01, 2004

Its been a long time since i poster here. Kind of hated the other one cause its very irritating and much difficult to update the templates though. So might as well shift here back ya know which is much easier to use.

Alot of things has happened though. I quit my job, got my result and now waiting for posting. Yeah, alot of things did happen but i kinda anticipated it eagerly though. Lifes went down when i quit the job though, but i don't think i can survive another week there also anyway. Sick and tired of the working life there already. The unnecessary work time cut, the lousy manager, the oh so boring environment and my sore and tired body. Felt so pissed when the freaking Borhan cut my worktime again then i request a quit right there and then. To add to the damage, Hafiz quit with me also on the same day as me. Double whammy for him. Lol, serves him right. Rauff continued working though cause he needed the money. Quitting pretty soon, lol. Probably he can't take anymore of his shit anymore. That Borhan kinda quieten down abit after me and Hafiz resigned from that place.

Another shock came to my life when i got my results though. To keep the suspense high, i'll start from the morning, lol. Woke up that very morning after disturbed from my blissful sleep when my parents came back from the pilgrimage that morning. Felt no emotions ya know, just felt like they came back from a very long trip. So just waited abit, so dang bored then slept again. Went to school feeling so nervous, prayed so hard to get good results during Friday prayers. I barely even managed to reach the school with my knees buckling together again and again. My heart was beating dang fast i was dang tired by the time i reached the AVA room for the briefing. The adrenalin was already at its peak though when they show the results. I can say we did quite well though, can't believe most of my classmates got distinction which is a very big surprise. We were sent to the class to get the results though. I didn't expect alot but i was still nervous then. Mr Lee showed no reaction though. No congrats no anything. I felt so ignored that i totally ignored all the teacher there and then. I kinda didn't realise that i did well, ok very well compared to all my frens. I went to the back of the room and felt like fainting manz. My heart felt like jumping out of its place when i finally absorbed the reality. Lol, but it kinda sucked rite after that when no one reallie said anything abt my result. Showed them then they react like its nothing when i totally creamed them manz. Most dissappointing is Rai, ch... i'm not gonna like her at all. We all enjoyed after that, laughing at the canteen, played cs and played pool till our hearts content. Most of us got good results though and i was reallie glad we did. Came back home that day onlie to find Hisham's father. Bwah he kept psychoing me to go chemical engineering.

The posting of the results was reallie exassperating though. I didn't know wat to choose cause i got almost everything under my choice. I almost went berserk after each choice i take. Tomorrow going to reconfirm the scholarship thingy.

Lol, thats the most crap i've written so far. Maybe cause i didn't write my blog for a very long time.

arfandi used up his time at 10:40 PM