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Sunday, August 01, 2004

Well, this times post suppose to be angst but something happened and i don't feel like writing such posts anymore. The fact that sometimes people change with the people around u as the catalysts. This fact that sometimes, people fail to understand. This fact that peopl e wants things to stay the same way cause they don't want it in any other way.

Lol, well considering that kinda start off nicely for a nicely discusssed topic, might just continue it but considering to limit the angst rate.

Guess people has different opinion on changes. Some see it as good, some see it as bad. For me, it depends somehow, depending on the situation. Though to change is very hard and even if they do, its hard to maintain that stance. Well, changes do happen around us, even if we don't see it.

For those who doesn't like change, i wonder why they don't.. Maybe the way things are, are already good enough for them, and that they don't want it in anyway than this. The feeling is nice, yes its nice when we're in the comfort zone all the time. When u're confidence is at its epitome state, u just felt like ur life is going right. Its good isn't it? Though this attitude kinda leaves an opening for complancency. Imagine, if everythings alrite and it'll stay that way for days to come, why bother making preparatins rite? Well, thats where complacency can breed.

For those who likes change, i guess i have a lil bit of idea why. Being the same all the time is boring. Always seeking new things cause then their life would be much more colourful. Or maybe their attention span are short.. They doesn't like everything to be the same cause they dread the feeling that tomorrow will just be the same as todae and the day after that and so on. So the strive to gain something each and everyday. Sounds great isn't it? It does cause well u improve urself each and everyday but wat do u sacrifices in order to gain this. Equivalent trade. To gain all those u have to sacrifice ur peace, ur comfort zone and u're confidence. To always go and strive to new things with no basic synopsies of wat its gonna be, u're confidence aren't at everydae top high.

Both sounds good to me, well maybe for some people too. Ironically, they're of the opposite meaning yet both yields good result. So which one should we choose? Which is the best that we should choose? My theory is that, it depends on how u wanna lead ur life. It depends on where it will profit u in the most way. Though, if u want both, u can't always have a lil bit of the former and a lil bit of the latter. But thats gonna be hard. So, well, if people says u should lead this way cause its done very good thing to me, u shouldn't just follow blindly. Cause every people has their own way to lead their life. So think about it, have we been the leaders of our own life. Or has we been an apprentice to another persons life?

Hrmz, well i think thats a well planned out post. Comments are welcome. Flames.. Hrmz, i'm too lazy to bother.

arfandi used up his time at 1:08 AM