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Thursday, December 23, 2004

Gonna post for tonite cause i reallie have nuthing to do. So was checking on my blog and was waiting for a tag or something. Lol. So was doing dat almost daily and i still theres none. Then, it got me thinking, why am i so addicted to people tagging my board? Issit becoz of a sense of recognition, or just becoz i want to find a purpose on continuing this blog. To give is to gain in return, wat am i gaining from doing something like this. Lol. These, will be discuss later in the next paragraph. Stay Tuned.

Before i get down to the main highlights, would like to jott down wat happened todae. Kinda had this stupid module called IDEAS which i totally hate cause this freaking woman lecturer is so frigging bias and keeps looking at gerls works onlie and going bla bla bla abt it being so nice. So was freaking stuck in that class, FORCED to be creative and draw to ur hearts content. If it was me i wud have draw anime but no anime this time. So was freaking stuck on wat to do. Left with drawing some thing which was kinda nice. Thinking of keeping it as a style though i doubt i'm the only one using it. So watever with the module.

Went for a run, a tiring run considering it was one year ago that i ran. Didn't bother to train my fitness during he 6 months and first semester. So was totally shacked and beat. Though i manage to finish 8 laps, it was kinda dissappointing. Oh yeah forgot to tell, went running with Saul and Ridzwan. Right after that, we went swimming which was kinda close from the stadium. Did a couple of laps, which was frigging tired after that run. My leg nearly cramped but luckily it didn't.

Ok to the main story. I'm trying to not expect something from blogging. The sole purpose of blogging, to jott down the things that ur heart fails to speak. So was thinking, damn, i dun need this cause i can talk with my frens abt these kind of stuff and if i were to depend on something like this to relieve myself temporarily, its kinda pathetic. Though, i keep getting this feelings all the time, can't bear to delete it away, lol. i wonder why. the things that have been keeping me going on is kinda waning. Expecting a tag, expecting someone to at least post something on it, it makes me feel so pathetic. Its kinda stupid anyway for me to be doing this, but the sole purpose of me writing is for at least someone to visit. Lol, yeah someone did told me to go around.. bloghopping and spreading my url. But, if its a blog, shudn't it be just the people that are close to me, but yet, they came they left, without a trace. Lol, it feels so sucky inside, yet this still has to go on.

So enuff with my stupid rants and hope u guys have a jolly good time in this festive season. (i shudn't say this but wat the heck) Merry Christmas!

arfandi used up his time at 10:42 PM