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Friday, December 17, 2004

Updating this well very early in the morning of fridae cause well, i was a tad distracted yesterdae due to something that happened on the night of thursdae. Ok before i got to that, updates on the things dat i kinda said i'll do. The two drawings that i kinda said i'll be cging.. well its still not done yet cause well, lol, i was procrastinating it for quite a while. No motivation for me to continue but i kinda still love the piece. Kinda finished one of the drawing but its kinda unprofessionally done. i wonder how those people cged it nicely.

So kinda playing a game called "Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Owaranai". Yeah, its in japanese but who cares, i kinda know the whole story of gundam seed already so it was a breeze to play through. Already completed Kira's side of the story, now left with Athrun's side and the MSV section. Oh yeah, i'm totally impressed with the MSV section cause i totally LOVE the gundam msv. what is an MSV? Well, its basically "mobile suit variations". Like for example, the main story they have this typical mobile suits, but MSV they kinda combine some of these mobile suits together to make it look nice or upgrade it heavily which looks totally awesome. Whats the purpose? Basically its for sales purposes but who cares, as long its nice, thats fine by me.

Ok on to the main story. I finished school late yesterdae at around 5. Kinda met with my girlfren at around 7. Maybe she actuallie didn't want to meet me at first, but wun jump to conclusion. So as usual it kinda started out sucky. Then i kinda told her this story which kinda upset her up. Wanna know the story? urmz, i don't think i have enough time to write up now. So next post i'll tell u the story. So she was kinda upset and was totally quite the whole way home. It was reallie annoying on my part actuallie cause i was reallie hard thinking wat the hell did i did which cause her to be that upset. Tried to send her home but she said if i wanted to go home i can turn tail now. But i didn't want to cause i reallie felt bad if i were to go off now without knowing wats wrong. But she kept closed up, not telling me wats wrong. Maybe she expects me to know wats wrong. Hell, these kind of things.. thats why theres so many failed relationships. I mean, so wat if u're in a relationship, u can't expect ur partner to always noe wats wrong. Wat? u saw in a movie that they always noe when somethings wrong? Then be realistic and live in the real world. Though i wasn't angry at her, i was upset too seeing her that way. Again with my unintentional mistake.

Ok too long already i'll try to continue in my next post. Cya then!

arfandi used up his time at 7:50 AM