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Monday, September 15, 2008

Honestly, I've been dying to write something on this blog. Just that, everytime when I do, I don't think I have any much things to say, as I sat there, on the chair thinking about the next word I should type. I mean, I know some people would find it interesting to know what goes on in my life. Ok wait, actually it is rather interesting, just that I'm very bad at describing how my life is on a day to day basis. I mean, if I told you that what I do everyday is wake up at 5.30 in the morning, or 4.30 for the month of Ramadhan, then do some activities that even if I try describing it to you under a 1000 word limit will leave you puzzled, I might as well not try to, right?

3 days ago marks the day I've already been in the service for 1 whole year. The heck.

Time really flies when you least expect it. Seriously. I mean, now that 1 year has passed, it made me realise that in another year's time, the clock gear will start moving again. Life will make it's next move. Everything will start to continue transcending time. Not that I haven't been thinking about what I'll be doing after my National Service, just that I guess I'm rather anxious about the prospect of it. Being back in the world, as a civilian, schooling, getting a job, make a living, at least go back everyday to see my beloved and family. To have a normal life.

Mentioning about school, yeah, I'm going back school. Bent between going to NYP or Nafa. To most, the answer is obvious, but to the few, you'll understand what's the issue about. I've been planning on pursuing my passion. I guess, it's a big leap cause seriously, I am abit hesitant due to my lack of self-confidence. Will I make it? Will people accept and appreciate my work? At the rate I'm going, I'm not confident since I barely have time to practice on my drawings. The only time I was able to sketch or doodle is in between lectures, or during the free time in bunk which rarely comes by.

And, I think, I've had enough of this. I'm falling too easily.

arfandi used up his time at 3:23 AM