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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

being in a band is about being able to express your thoughts, and the likes of other's in a single track. and that's just it..

minus all the emo, and angst. the dance and hopping..

So yeah, I'm up and about. With my drawings, the music. My band, portfolios, the guitar and pencils.

First off, drawings. I've been drawing quite regularly lately. Tried my hands on life art again, and blablabla, to those who said 'hey, that isn't lifeart'. I suck at categorising. Art.. is just Art. Doesn't make you look any better or glamorous that you know what kind of Art it is, when you're not exactly a master painter yourself. Alright? So that's a closure to the annoying people who told me my art isn't exactly what I categorised it to be. I don't really go by any genre though. I just do what is exciting to do, like just draw for goodness sakes. Or paint it on Photoshop and it becomes another kind of art. But who cares what kind of art it is when it's just a pencil drawn picture coloured on PS? Well some people do, pfft.

Oh, and I'm compiling all these pictures and featuring them on my portfolio. What do you think?

Music-wise, hmmm, I guess it's always there. Been making a couple of songs of my own, and featuring them during jamming sessions sometimes. Don't matter if they actually listen to it though. Stuck on two bands right now, but I think they're neither where I think might go anywhere. I used to think it'll work but somehow, I opened my eye and realised we have to be tighter than this. Honestly.

I haven't been religiously scanning my art pieces. There are, some pieces I am still embarassed to scan. Weird huh?

arfandi used up his time at 5:57 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

8 months and counting down. 8 more months and the clock starts moving.

8 more months, and I'll be living.

And yet, it's kind of sad. Even if the Army wasn't worth living, the people I've met there, not all of them was bad. Some of them, are people that I am honored to be friends with. In times of sadness, and happiness. Though, most of the time it was sad, and we could only have ourselves for sympathy.

I'm glad. But I'm scared, I'd forget them. Pray to god I won't. They're too great a friend for me to forget. That I could still find friends such as them, when I already have people I sincerely treasure.

I'm hated and I'm aware. I shake my hand on people who's hated and yet they're unaware. Still, there's a sliver of envy in their ignorance.

I'll just drop this here.

arfandi used up his time at 9:25 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy New Year, 2009, and all the previous years and the future years. I mean, every year is a happy one right? Eventhough in that span of a year, alot of tragedies has happened. Alot of deaths and alot of calamaties. Alot of changes, alot of constants. Alot of things has happened in the previous year, the year 2008.

As we embark onto a new year, having the first step forward being in a recession is something that is indeed a mood spoil but I guess at times like this, it's even more important for us to try to make the best out of the things that we have. Even when things are bleak, there is indeed still some happiness ahead of us. That I'm sure.

Somehow, the start of a new year is just an excuse for us to go around trying to make a new year resolution on what needs to be done on that particular year. I for one, am guilty of not really trying hard enough to fulfill my previous year's resolution. Heh. So I'm not bothering making a new one if I didn't manage to fulfill the previous one.

And you're wondering how I spent the few hours before 2009 steps in right? Like every year, they're rather eventless. At home, catching up with my sleep and just watching shows on the net. I guess I'm those kind of people who just couldn't be bothered being wasted outside with the rest of the world celebrating something that I've celebrated for 20 years straight. I'm already 21 mind you. That means I didn't bother celebrating for 1 of the years.

Anyway, managed to get this done last tuesday. The whole day was maintanence so I got around sneaking this in before I slumped my aching body on the bed. Don't ask me how my week went, it hasn't even ended yet. Hah.

Sigh, I'm booking back in tonight. Be done with tomorrow. And then, book out again on Saturday. Then, book in again on Sunday night. Yada yada yada. Life goes as melancholicaly mundane and routine. As the days dreads on and counts down for another 9 months.

Before that 9th month comes along, here I am, slaving for the sake of the nation's Army.

arfandi used up his time at 11:38 AM

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