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Friday, October 09, 2009

I've just realised that my last few updates on this humble blog of mine has been short of optimism. I guess I've been through abit lately which clearly needed much of my attention. All in all, all's well that ends well. Right? Right.

So starting off, the upcoming events for the next few days is the Raya Outing with the Kranji '88 batch this Saturday and an Elkrados Outing on Sunday. Supposedly looking forward to this actually. Somehow it's kind of the only proper Raya Outing that I'm having for this year's Eid Mubarak. Excited? Definitely. Been trying to cast away this anxiety by just putting the right foot forward tomorrow. Whatever happens tomorrow, hopefully it doesn't turn out so horrible as I've anticipated in my head for the past few days.

Well, just answering to Hafiz about why I felt like I'm not invited is well, I wasn't practically invited by the organising personnel. Yeah I'm just being cynical about it, don't ask me why but I guess it's still count as an invitation since Hafiz told me that he was extending the invitation to me. So it still counts right? To be honest, I AM looking forward to it really. To me it's just another opportunity to make myself look okay so that they'll cast away the past of me. Aand, I hope I'm doing fine at that. And if you've been following my past updates, you'd be aware that I'm very particular about casting my past away. Maybe I should just learn to live with it and stop forcing people to think that I've changed, even if I did, huh?

The next major event that'll happen is that I'll be taking my Basic Theory Test on the 19th of October. Yeah, it's just BTT, so nothing to be hurray hurray about. Heh but guess it's like you say, the first step forward to having a driving license. You have no idea how long I've been trying to make myself register for a driving license. You have no idea.

So that'll be about it for the events that'll be coming up for the month of October. A probable job application by the end of Octorber, so I'll be quite busy once I've started working. Life's just doesn't give you a break huh?

arfandi used up his time at 2:14 PM